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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:15 am
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    downThere's a stool in the kitchen you can sit
    onHow long have you got Annmarie for?"
    "She said she could stay until eight, and she'll
    give Miss Eastlake dinner
    I'll put it in your oven at five-thirty By the chanel pearl time the lasagna was ready, the
    light would be gone, anywayI could take some
    digital photos of Wireman, clip them to the easel,
    and work from thoseI was a fast worker, but I
    already knew this was going to be a longer process
    - days, at least
    When Wireman came back upstairs with the stool, he
    stopped dead"What vintage omega watches are you doing?"
    "What does it look like I'm doing?"
    "Cutting a hole in a perfectly good canvas
    "Go to the head of the class I laid aside the
    cut rectangle, then picked up the cardboard insert
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    easel"Help me glue this in place
    "When did you figure all this out, kelly bag hermes vato?"
    "I didn't," I said
    "You didn't?" He was looking at me through the
    canvas, like a thousand lookie-loos I'd seen
    peering through a thousand peepholes at
    construction sites in my other lifeSomething's kind of telling me as I go
    alongCome around to this side
    With Wireman's help, the rest of the prep only
    took a gucci backpack couple of minutesHe blocked the rectangle
    475
    with the shirt-cardboardI fished a little tube
    of Elmer's Glue from my breast pocket, and began
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    was perfectLooked that way to me, anyway
    I pointed at Wireman's forehead"This is your
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    10:15 am
    @@@@@You don't have to be anyone elseNothing's
    @@@@@You don't have to be anyone elseNothing's going to change
    “Hold on, Wanda,” Jeb said, his shrewd eyes suddenly sharper“How does going to one of
    those other planets help you? You'll still be a parasite, kid
    Ian flinched around me at the harsh word
    And I flinched also, because Jeb was too insightful, as always
    They waited for my answer, all but Doc, who knew what the real answer wasThe one I
    wouldn't give
    I tried to say only true things“It's different on other planets, JebThere isn't any resistance
    And the hosts themselves are differentThey aren't as individualized as humans, their emotions
    are so much milderIt doesn't feel like stealing a lifeNot like it feels here
    And I'd be too far away to hurt youYou'd be safer…”
    The last part sounded too much like the lie it was, so I let my voice trail off
    Jeb stared at me through narrowed eyes, and I looked away
    I tried not to look at Doc, but I couldn't help one brief glance, to make sure he understoodHis
    eyes locked on mine, clearly miserable, and I knew that he did
    As I quickly lowered my gaze, I caught Jared staring at DocHad he seen the silent
    communication?
    Jeb sighed His face turned into a grimace as he concentrated on the
    dilemma
    “Jeb –” Ian and Jared said togetherThey both stopped and scowled at each ot
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    10:23 am
    @@@@@Croft always saw order in deathWhenever a
    @@@@@Croft always saw order in deathWhenever a man in the platoon or company had been killed he would feel a grim and quiet satisfaction as though the death was inevitably justWhat bothered him now was the idea that the wheels might be grinding for himCroft had none of the particular blend of pessimism and fatalism that Red and Brown feltCroft did not believe that the longer he was in combat the poorer his chances becameCroft believed a man was destined to be killed or not killed, and automatically he had always considered himself exemptBut now he was not so assuredHe had a sense of foreboding for an instant
    The abortive fight over, they stood silently behind the ramp, feeling the lethargic sullen power of the ocean beneath the thin metal of the deckRed had joined them, and they stood quiet, hunched against the spray, shivering from time to timeStanley and Croft began talking again about the patrol, and Red listened with dull resentmentHis back was aching, which made him irritableThe slapping and pounding of the assault boat, the constraint of the cots and men in their tiny space, even the sound of Stanley's voice, were offensive
    "You know," Stanley was confiding to Croft, "I'm not saying I'm happy about the patrol, but still it's going to be an experience, you knowYou can't be a lower kind of noncom than I am, but still you got duties, and you need experience to carry it out right His speech had a modest tone, too modest for Red, who snorted scornfully
    "Jus' keep your eyes open," Croft said"Most of the men in the platoon walk around like a bunch of goddam sheep lookin' at the ground
    Red sighed to himselfStanley's ambition made him contemptuous, but there was an uneasy basis to his scorn which he partially understoodHe was the least bit enviousThe contradiction ended by depressing himAaah, he thought, every man jack eats his heart out, and what does it get him? He could see Stanley rising higher and higher in the months to come, and yet he would never be happyAny of us'll be lucky if we don't get a bullet in our gutHe felt his skin tightening across his back, and despite himself he turned around to look at the bare metal wall of the bow
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:23 am
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    up at the towering threat of the next wave and for a wild, despairing
    instant she waited for it to topple, to trap, to destroy herThen she
    told herself that she had nothing to fearRhett could manage
    anything, even the ocean itselfShe lifted her head, as his was
    lifted, and gave herself over to the wild perilous excitement
    Scarlett did not know about the chaotic power of the windAs the
    little sloop rode up the side of the thirty-foot wave, the wind
    stoppedIt was only for a few gucci tote seconds, a freak of the center of the
    squall, but the mainsail flattened, and the boat slewed to broadside,
    carried erratically by water current only in a perilous climb
    Scarlett was aware that Rhett was rapidly freeing his arm from the
    encircling slack line, that he was doing something different with the
    swinging tiller, but she had no hint that anything was wrong until the
    crest of the wave was nearly under the keel and Rhett shouted, "Jibe!
    Jibe," and threw his body painfully over hersShe heard a rattling,
    creaking noise close to her head and sensed the slow tiffany diamond then faster then
    rushing swing of the heavy boom aboveEverything happened very
    fast,
    yet it seemed to be terribly, unnaturally slow, as though the whole
    world were stoppingShe looked without understanding at Rhett's
    face
    so near to hers, and then it was gone and he was on his knees again
    doing something, she didn't know what, except that heavy loops of
    thick
    rope were falling on herShe didn't see the crosswind ruffle, then
    suddenly fill, the wet canvas of the mainsail and propel it to the
    opposite side of the wayless sloop with an ever-mounting force so
    mightly Chanel Purse that there was a crack like the sound of lightning striking and
    the thick mast broke and was carried into the sea by the momentum
    and
    weight of the sailThe hull of the boat bucked, then lifted to
    starboard and rolled slowly, following the pull of the fouled rigging,
    until it was upside downCapsized in the cold storm-torn seaShe'd
    never known such cold could existCold rain pelting her, colder
    waters surrounding her, pulling at herHer whole body must be
    frozen
    Her teeth were chattering uncontrollably, making such a noise in her
    head that she couldn't think, pearl chanel couldn't understand what was happening,
    except that she must be paralyzed, because she couldn't moveAnd
    yet
    she was moving, in sickening swings and surging lifts and terrible,
    terrible falling, fallingOh God, don't let me die! I
    want to live"Scarlett!" The sound of her name was louder than the
    clacking of her teeth and it penetrated to her consciousness
    "Scarlett!" She knew that voice, it was Rhett's voiceAnd that was
    Rhett's arm around her, holding herBut where was he? She couldn't
    see anything through the water that kept hitting her face, glazing and
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    10:23 am
    @@@@@He's loving this! The fight with the wind,
    @@@@@He's loving this! The fight with
    the wind, the death dangerI hate him! Scarlett looked
    up at the towering threat of the next wave and for a wild, despairing
    instant she waited for it to topple, to trap, to destroy herThen she
    told herself that she had nothing to fearRhett could manage
    anything, even the ocean itselfShe lifted her head, as his was
    lifted, and gave herself over to the wild perilous excitement
    Scarlett did not know about the chaotic power of the windAs the
    little sloop rode up the side of the thirty-foot wave, the wind
    stoppedIt was only for a few seconds, a freak of the center of the
    squall, but the mainsail flattened, and the boat slewed to broadside,
    carried erratically by water current only in a perilous climb
    Scarlett was aware that Rhett was rapidly freeing his arm from the
    encircling slack line, that he was doing something different with the
    swinging tiller, but she had no hint that anything was wrong until the
    crest of the wave was nearly under the keel and Rhett shouted, "Jibe!
    Jibe," and threw his body painfully over hersShe heard a rattling,
    creaking noise close to her head and sensed the slow then faster then
    rushing swing of the heavy boom aboveEverything happened very
    fast,
    yet it seemed to be terribly, unnaturally slow, as though the whole
    world were stoppingShe looked without understanding at Rhett's
    face
    so near to hers, and then it was gone and he was on his knees again
    doing something, she didn't know what, except that heavy loops of
    thick
    rope were falling on herShe didn't see the crosswind ruffle, then
    suddenly fill, the wet canvas of the mainsail and propel it to the
    opposite side of the wayless sloop with an ever-mounting force so
    mightly that there was a crack like the sound of lightning striking and
    the thick mast broke and was carried into the sea by the momentum
    and
    weight of the sailThe hull of the boat bucked, then lifted to
    starboard and rolled slowly, following the pull of the fouled rigging,
    until it was upside downCapsized in the cold storm-torn seaShe'd
    never known such cold could existCold rain pelting her, colder
    waters surrounding her, pulling at herHer whole body must be
    frozen
    Her teeth were chattering uncontrollably, making such a noise in her
    head that she couldn't think, couldn't understand what was happening,
    except that she must be paralyzed, because she couldn't moveAnd
    yet
    she was moving, in sickening swings and surging lifts and terrible,
    terrible falling, fallingOh God, don't let me die! I
    want to live"Scarlett!" The sound of her name was louder than the
    clacking of her teeth and it penetrated to her consciousness
    "Scarlett!" She knew that voice, it was Rhett's voiceAnd that was
    Rhett's arm around her, holding herBut where was he? She couldn't
    see anything through the water that kept hitting her face, glazing and
    stinging her ey
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    10:15 am
    @@@@@You were the one who brought charges, a rare
    @@@@@You were the one who brought charges, a rare thing for any of your group to do then, in or
    out of the fieldA number of the army people tried to stop you but they couldn’tWe’ll go into it
    later, discuss it later
    “I want to discuss it now,” said Jason firmly“That man is with the Jackal, right there in front of
    our eyesI want to know who he is and what he is and why he’s here in Moscow—with the JackalYour friend Krupkin is helping us, which means he’s helping Marie and me and I’m
    grateful for his helpThe colonel here is also on our side or we wouldn’t be seeing what’s on that
    screen at this momentI want to know what happened between that man and me, and all of
    Langley’s security measures can go to hellThe more I know about him—now—the better I know
    what to ask for, what to expect Bourne suddenly turned to the Soviets“For your information,
    there’s a period in my life I can’t completely remember, and that’s all you have to know
    “I have trouble remembering last night,” said the colonel
    “Tell him what he wants to know, AlekseiIt can have no bearing on our interestsThe Saigon
    chapter is closed, as is Kabul Conklin lowered himself into a chair and massaged his right calf; he tried to speak
    casually but the attempt was not wholly successful“In December of 1970 one of your men was
    killed during a search-and-destroy patrolIt was called an accident of ‘friendly fire,’ but you knew
    betterYou knew he was marked by some horseshit artists down south at headquarters; they had it
    in for himHe was a Cambodian and no saint by any means, but he knew all the contraband trails,
    so he was your point
    “Just images,” interrupted Bourne“All I get are fragmentsI see but I can’t remember
    “The facts aren’t important anymore; they’re buried along with several thousand other
    questionable events
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    10:15 am
    @@@@@ "Daddy, you're so amazingThis is a
    @@@@@
    "Daddy, you're so amazingThis is a comeback and
    a half
    "How much is all this sugar going to cost me?"
    "Millions," she said, and laughed
    "Still planning to drop in on The Hummingbirds
    tour?" I tried to sound just interestedNot
    particularly concerned with my almost-twenty-yearold
    daughter's love life
    573
    "No," she said, "I think that's off Only five
    words, and little ones at that, but in those five
    words I heard the different, older Illy, one who
    might in the not-so-distant future be at home in a
    business suit and pantyhose and pumps with
    practical three-quarter heels, who might wear her
    hair tied back at the nape of her neck during the
    day and perhaps carry a briefcase down airport
    concourses instead of wearing a Gap-sack on her
    backNot an If-So-Girl any longer; you could
    strike any if from this vision
    "The whole thing, or-"
    "That remains to be seen
    "I don't mean to pry, honeyIt's just that
    enquiring Dads-"
    " - want to know, of course they do, but I can't
    help you this timeAll I know right now is that I
    still love him - or at least I think I do - and I
    miss him, but he's got to make a choice
    At this point, Pam would have asked Between you
    and the girl he's been singing with? What I asked
    was, "Are you eating?"
    She burst into peals of merry laughter
    "Answer the question, Illy
    574
    "Like a damn pig!"
    "Then why aren't you out to lunch now?"
    "A bunch of us are going to have a picnic in the
    park, that's whyComplete with anthro study notes
    and FrisbeeI'm bringing the cheese and French
    breadAs long as you're eating and not brooding
    in your tent
    "Eating well, brooding moderately Her voice
    changed again, became the adult oneThe abrupt
    switches back and forth were disconcerting
    "Sometimes I lie awake a little, and then I think
    of you down thereDo you lie awake?"
    "Sometimes
    "Daddy, was marrying Mom a mistake you made? That
    she made? Or was it just an accident?"
    "It wasn't an accident and it wasn't a mistake
    Twenty-four good years, two fine daughters, and
    we're still talki
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    10:16 am
    @@@@@ Even when he was flat broke after a major
    @@@@@ Even when he was flat broke after a major financial setback, he continued to refer to himself as a rich manHe would cover himself by saying, "There is a difference between being poor and being broke- Broke is temporary, and poor is eternal
    My poor dad would also say, "I'm not interested in money," or "Money doesn't matter My rich dad always said, "Money is power
    The power of our thoughts may never be measured or appreciated, but it became obvious to me as a young boy to be aware of my thoughts and how I expressed myselfI noticed that my poor dad was poor not because of the amount of money he earned, which was significant, but
    because of his thoughts and actionsAs a young boy, having two fathers, I became acutely aware of being careful which thoughts I chose to adopt as my ownWhom should I listen to-my rich dad or my poor dad?
    Although both men had tremendous respect for education and learning, they disagreed in what they thought was important to learnOne wanted me to study hard, earn a degree and get a good job to work for moneyHe wanted me to study to become a professional, an attorney or an accountant or to go to business school for my MBAThe other encouraged me to study to be rich, to understand how money works and to learn how to have it work for me"I don't work for money!" were words he would repeat over and over, "Money works for me!"
    At the age of 9, I decided to listen to and learn from my rich dad about moneyIn doing so, I chose not to listen to my poor dad, even though he was the one with all the college degrees

    A Lesson From Robert Frost

    Robert Frost is my favourite poetAlthough I love many of his poems, my favorite is The Road Not TakenI use its lesson almost daily:

    The Road Not Taken

    Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth;
    Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same,
    And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden blackOh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads onto way, I doubted if I should ever come back
    I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence; Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference
    Robert Frost(1916)

    And that made all the difference
    Over the years, I have often reflected upon Robert Frost's poemChoosing not to listen to my highly educated dad's advice and attitude about money was a painful decision, but it was a decision that shaped the rest of my life
    Once I made up my mind whom to listen to, my education about money beganMy rich dad taught me over a period of 30 years, until I was age 39He stopped once he realized that I knew and fully understood what he had been trying to drum into my often thick s
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    10:26 am
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    "Ah mean it, Red, Ah'm jus' holdin' back the whole platoon"You think we're in a hurry?"
    "Naw, but Ah cain't help frettin' over itWhat ifen we fall into somethin' when we're goin' through the passMan' Ah've plumb forgot what a tight ass-hole feels like"Aaah, you just take it easy, boy He hermes purse was unwilling to involve himself with Wilson's troubleNothin' I can do, he told himselfThey went on eating slowly
    In a few minutes Hearn gave the order to move again, and the platoon filed out of the grove, and trudged forward in the sunAlthough the rain had halted, the hills were mucky, and steam arose from themThe men marched with drooping bodies, the line of hills extending endlessly before themSlowly, strung out in a file Tiffany Bracelets almost a hundred yards long, they weaved through the grass, absorbed in the varied aches and sores of their bodiesTheir feet were burning, and their thighs quivered with fatigueAbout them the hills shimmered in the noon heat, and a boundless nodding silence had settled over everythingThe whirring of the insects was steady and not unpleasantTo Croft and Ridges, even to Wilson, it brewed vague warm images of farm lands in summer heat, hermes bag quiet and bountiful, stirring only in the fragile traceries a butterfly might make against the skyThey drifted through a train of memories, idly, as if they were sauntering down a country road, seeing again the fertile roll of the fields, smelling in the musty damp germination of this earth after the rain the ancient redolent odors of plowed land and sweating horses
    The sunlight, the heat, was everywhere, dazzling
    For an hour they gold gucci marched uphill almost constantly, and then halted at a stream to fill their canteensThey rested for fifteen minutes and went on againTheir clothing had been wet at least a dozen times, from the ocean spray, from the river, their sweat, from sleeping on the ground, and each time it dried it left its stainsTheir shirts were streaked with white lines of salt, and under their armpits, beneath their belts, the cloth was beginning to chanel knockoff rot
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    10:24 am
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    to your mother," she said to Rosemary
    "Goodbye, Scarlett," said Rhett's sister
    She stood in the door- way to watch Scarlett and her maid and her
    luggage move off down the streetRhett hadn't been so well
    organized
    when he departed late the night beforeShe had begged him not to
    go
    because he'd looked so unwellBut he had kissed her goodbye and
    set
    off into the wallet chanel darkness on footIt wasn't hard to figure out that
    somehow Scarlett was driving him awayWith slow deliberate
    movements
    Rosemary struck a match and burned Scarlett's note"Good
    riddance,"
    she said aloudclapped her hands with delight when the hackney
    pulled
    up in front of Grandfather Robillard's houseIt was pink, just like
    Miss Eleanor had saidTo think that I didn't even notice when I
    visited omega geneve before! Well, no matter, it was so long ago; what counts is
    nowShe hurried up one curving arm of the double iron-railed steps
    and through the opened doorHer aunts and Pansy could see to the
    luggage, she was dying with curiosity about the inside of the house
    Yes, it was pink everywhere-pink and white and goldThe walls were
    pink, and the covers on the chairs, and the draperiesWith rolex watch prices shiny
    white woodwork and columns, all trimmed with glimmering gilt
    Everything looked perfect, too, not peeling and shabby like the paint
    and fabrics in most of the houses in Charleston and AtlantaWhat a
    perfect place to be when Rhett came after herHe'd see that her
    family was every bit as important and impressive as his
    Her eyes moved rapidly, assessing the value of the meticulously
    maintained mulberry bayswater furnishings she could see through the open door to the
    drawing roomWhy, she could paint every wall of Tara, inside and
    out,
    for what it must cost to gold leaf the plastered ceiling cornersThe
    old skinflint! Grandfather never sent a penny to help me after the
    War, and he doesn't do a thing for the aunts, eitherScarlett
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    was
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:15 am
    @@@@@He took the papers from our agent trained at
    @@@@@He took the papers from our agent trained at Novgorod; he thinks they’ll get him
    insideThey won’t—we’ll stop him
    “Don’t even try,” said Bourne“He may or may not use them, depending upon what he sees,
    what he sensesHe doesn’t need papers to get in there any more than I do, but if he senses
    something wrong, and he will, he’ll kill a number of good men and still get inside
    “What are you driving at?” asked Krupkin warily, eyeing Bourne, the American with alternate
    identities and apparently conflicting life-styles
    “Get me inside ahead of him with a detailed map of the whole complex and some kind of
    document that gives me free access to go wherever I want to go
    “You’ve lost your senses!” cried Dimitri“A nondefecting American, an assassin hunted by
    every NATO country in Europe, inside Novgorod?”
    “Nyet, nyet, nyet!” roared the Komitet commissar“I understand good, okay? You are lunatic,
    okay?”
    “Do you want the Jackal?”
    “Naturally, but there are limits to the cost
    “I haven’t the slightest interest in Novgorod or in any of the compounds—you should know that
    by nowYour little infiltrating operations and our little infiltrating operations can go on and on and
    it doesn’t matter because none of it means a goddamned thing in the long runIt’s all adolescent
    game playingWe either live together on this planet or there is no planetMy only concern is
    CarlosI want him dead so I can go on living
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    406
    “Of course, I personally agree with much of what you say, although the adolescent games do
    keep some of us rather gracefully employedHowever, there’s no way I could convince my more
    rigid superiors, starting with the one standing above me
    “All right,” said Conklin from his table, his eyes still on the ceiling“Down and dirty—we deal
    You get him into Novgorod and you keep Ogilvie
    “We’ve already got him, Aleksei
    “Not clean, you haven’tWashington knows he’s here
    “So?”
    “So I can say you lost him and they’ll believ
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
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    Pam held out her armsThere was a full moon
    shining in through the big window, and by its
    light I could see the rose tattoo on the swell of
    her breastSomething else new and different
    but the breast was familiar"Come
    here," she saidI struck one of the room-service tables
    with my bad hip, gave zucca fendi bag a muttering cry, and
    stumbled the last two steps into her arms,
    757
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    going to land on the carpet, me on top of her
    Maybe I could even break a couple of her ribsIt
    was certainly possible; I'd put on twenty pounds
    since coming to Duma KeyShe held my
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    bedroom door, then standing up straight with me in
    her armsI put my own arm around her and laid my
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    "Come on, Eddie, you're tired
    She led me into the bedroomThe window in kelly hermes bag here
    was smaller, the moonlight thinner, but the window
    was open and I could hear the constant sigh of the
    water
    "Are you sure-"
    "Hush
    I'm sure I've been told your name but it escapes
    me, so much does now
    "I never meant to hurt youI'm so sorry-"
    758
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    your sorry
    We sat side by side on Jimmy choo the bed in the shadows
    "What do you want?"
    She showed me with a kissHer breath was warm and
    tasted of champagneFor a little while I forgot
    about Elizabeth and Wireman, picnic baskets, and
    Duma KeyFor a little while there was just she
    and I, like the old daysFor
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    I think nobody can justly accuse me of sparing myself upon any
    occasion, but really I cannot do everything at onceAnd as for Fanny’s
    just stepping down to my house for me—it is not much above a
    quarter of a mile—I cannot think I was unreasonable to ask itHow
    often do I pace it three times a day, early and late, ay, and in all
    weathers too, and say nothing about it?”
    “I wish Fanny had half your strength, ma’am
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    asked it of herBut I thought it would rather do her good after
    being stooping among the roses; for there is nothing so refreshing as
    a walk after a fatigue of that kind; and though the sun was strong, it
    was not so very hotBetween ourselves, Edmund,” nodding significantly
    at his mother, “it was cutting the roses, and dawdling about
    in the flower-garden, that did the mischief
    “I am afraid it was, indeed,” said the more candid Lady Bertram,
    who had overheard her; “I am very much afraid she caught the headache
    there, for the heat was enough to kill anybodyIt quilted chanel bag was as much
    as I could bear myselfSitting and calling to Pug, and trying to keep
    him from the flower-beds, was almost too much for me
    Edmund said no more to either lady; but going quietly to another
    table, on which the supper-tray yet remained, brought a glass of
    Madeira to Fanny, and obliged her to drink the greater partShe
    wished to be able to decline it; but the tears, which a variety of
    feelings created, made it easier to swallow than to speak
    Vexed as Edmund was with his mother and aunt, he was still more
    angry with himselfHis own forgetfulness of her was worse than
    anything which they had doneNothing of this would have happened
    had she been properly considered; but she had been left four
    days together ladies gucci watches without any choice of companions or exercise, and
    without any excuse for avoiding whatever her unreasonable aunts
    might requireHe was ashamed to think that for four days together
    she had not had the power of riding, and very seriously resolved,
    however unwilling he must be to check a pleasure of Miss Crawford’s,
    65
    Jane Austen
    that it should never happen again
    Fanny went to bed with her heart as full as on the first evening of
    her arrival at the ParkThe state of her spirits had probably had its
    share in her indisposition; for she had been feeling neglected, and
    been struggling against discontent and envy for some days pastAs
    she leant on the sofa, to which she had retreated that she might not
    be seen, the pain Chanel Bracelets of her mind had been much beyond that in her
    head; and the sudden change which Edmund’s kindness had then
    occasioned, made her hardly know how to support herself
    66
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER VIII
    FANNY’S RIDES recommenced the very next day; and as it was a pleasant
    fresh-feeling morning, less hot than the weather had lately been,
    Edmund trusted that her losses, both of health and pleasure, would
    be soon made goodWhile she was gone MrRushworth arrived,
    escorting his mother, who came to be civil and to shew her civility
    especially, in urging the execution of the plan for visiting Sotherton,
    which had been started a fortnight before, and which, in consequence
    of her subsequent absence from home, had since lain chanel vintage dorm
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    10:22 am
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    @@@@@I’m just adding to the listThe point is, once you find out
    who they all are, we can move
    “You’ll have to start from the beginning again; my head’s shreddedThe telephone number in
    New York, the license plates—”
    “The body, Alex! Flannagan and the general’s wife! They’re on their way; that was the deal and
    you’ve got to cover it
    “Just like that? Swayne kills himself and the two people on the premises who can answer
    questions, we say Ciao to them and let them get away? That’s only slightly more lunatic than what
    you’ve told me!”
    “We don’t have time for negotiating games—and besides, he can’t answer any more questions
    They were on different levels
    “Oh, boy, that’s really clearWe may need them both later
    Conklin sighed, his indecision apparent“Are you sure? It’s very complicated
    “Do it! For Christ’s sake, Alex, I don’t give a goddamn about complications or violations or all
    the manipulations you can dream up! I want Carlos! We’re building a net and we can pull him in—
    I can pull him in!”
    “All right, all rightThere’s a doctor in Falls Church that we’ve used before in special
    operationsI’ll get hold of him, he’ll know what to do
    “Good,” said Bourne, his mind racingI’ll give you everything Flannagan
    gave meHurry up, I’ve got a lot to do
    “You’re on tape, Delta One
    Reading from the list he had written down in Flannagan’s cabin, Jason spoke rapidly,
    enunciating clearly so that there would be no confusion on the tapeThere were the names of seven
    frequent and acknowledged guests at the general’s dinner parties, none guaranteed as to accuracy or
    spelling but with broad-brush descriptions; then came the license plates, all from the far more
    serious twice-monthly meetingsNext to last were the telephone numbers of Swayne’s lawyer, all
    of the estate’s guards, the dog kennels and the Pentagon extension for assigned vehicles; finally
    there was the unlisted telephone in New York, no name here, only a machine that took messages
    “That’s got to be a priority one, Alex
    “We’ll break it,” said Conklin, inserting himself on the tape“I’ll call the kennels and talk
    Pentagonese—the general’s being flown to a hush-factor post and we pay double for getting the
    animals out first thing in the morningOpen the gates, incidentallyThe licenses are no problem
    and I’ll have Casset run the names through the computers behind DeSole’s bac
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    10:19 am
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    @@@@@You’re off base, Peter Exasperated, Holland
    @@@@@You’re off base, Peter
    Exasperated, Holland sank back into his chair“Maybe I really don’t belong here
    “Maybe you don’t, but give yourself a little more timeMaybe you’ll become as dirty as the rest
    of us; it could happen, you know
    The director leaned back, arching his head over the chair; he spoke in a broken cadence“I was
    dirtier than any of you in the field, AlexI still wake up at night seeing the faces of young men
    staring at me as I ripped a knife up their chests, taking their lives away, somehow knowing that
    they had no idea why they were there
    “It was either you or themThey would have put a bullet in your head if they could have The DCI shot forward, his eyes locked with Conklin’s“But that’s not what
    we’re talking about, is it?”
    “You might say it’s a variation on the theme
    “It’s a musician’s term
    “Then get to the main symphonic line, AlexHe told me that he thinks he’s found a cave—his word, not
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    when he’ll call me again
    “I sent our man at the embassy over to the Pont-Royal, asking for SimonWhat they told you is
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    “Staying out of sightBernardine had an idea, but it blew up in his faceHe thought he could
    quietly close in on Bourne by circulating the license number of the rental car, but it wasn’t picked
    up at the garage and we both agree it won’t beHe doesn’t trust anybody now, not even me, and
    considering his history, he has every right not to
    Holland’s eyes were cold and angry“You’re not lying to me, are you, Conklin?”
    “Why would I lie at a time like this, about a friend like this?”
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    10:37 am
    @@@@@ "Let me clean off the side of your car,"
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    "Let me clean off the side of your car," Ilse said
    "You're going to lie downYou look beat half to
    death
    She offered a wan smile"That's just the better
    halfRemember how Mom used to say that?"
    I nodded I
    pointed to where the hose was coiled on the north
    side of Big Pink"It's all hooked up and ready to
    go
    "Are you sure you're all right?"
    "Good to goI think you ate more of the tuna
    salad than I did
    She managed another smile"I always was partial
    to my own cookingYou were great to get us back
    here, DaddyI'd kiss you, but my breathThe skin was cool
    and damp"Put your feet up, Miss Cookie - orders
    from headquartersI turned on the faucet and hosed off the
    side of the Malibu, taking more time than the job
    162
    really needed, wanting to make sure she was down
    for the countWhen I peeked in
    through the half-open door of the second bedroom,
    I saw her lying on her side, sleeping just as she
    had as a kid: one hand tucked under her cheek and
    one knee drawn up almost to her chestWe think we
    change, but we don't really - that's what Wireman
    says
    Maybe sí, maybe no - that's what Freemantle says
    xiv
    There was something pulling me - maybe something
    that had been in me since the accident, but surely
    something that had come back from Duma Key Road
    with meI'm not sure I could have
    stood against it in any case, but I didn't even
    try; I was curious
    My daughter's purse was on the coffee table in the
    living roomI opened it, took out her wallet, and
    flipped through the pictures insideDoing this
    made me feel a little like a cad, but only a
    little
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